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LOCK AND LOAD, BABY.
THAT'S ENOUGH TALKING.
LOAD.
AIM.
FIRE.
that's all there is to it.



Melissa is CAUGHT BETWEEN THE COLOURS OF A BUTTERFLY.. (:


and,by the way,this blogskin works best in Mozilla Firefox. (:


BULLSEYE.

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cosplay; LOLITA`ed . <3
S.M.A.C.K for MINDS . 050807 . :D

The Melissa Effect ;

melissa
kirreli/intristique
-IKAN-Bilis
--x3Mel-chan
Mosuke Kiyokawa -san! :D
o11192
平安
8039 is integral to my life.
♥8039 for life.
bpps <3
cgs
msn || friendster
1c2 'o5
2c2 'o6
3s1 'o7
4s1 'o8
cur-iie
npcc ♥
kucheengs `06
sunshines `07
npdp `o7, GOH 2 ♥
CRESCENT RALEIGH `07 ♥
mortal of gloria
angel of yiling
angel of janice (x
i am a TREE. (:
i am a COSPLAYER.
i cosplay SWEET//CLASSIC LOLITA.
i'm also a PUNK LOLITA.
LOLITA.LOVE<3
CHRNO!
KANAME!!!
SYAORAN!! ((:
wodeaiaii.
SUNSHINES.
PURE LIT.♥
VAMPIREKNIGHT.
ROSARIO+VAMPIRE.
THEGENTLEMAN'SALLIANCECROSS.
WJULIET.
WILDONES.
HANA-KIMI.
HANA YORI DANGO.
BADRELIGION.
ONEREPUBLIC.
ALKALINETRIO.
PARAMORE.
THECLICKFIVE.
P!ATD.
HINDER.
AUDITION.
I'M A LEVEL 26 BACKUP AND I'M PROUD OF IT.
TURNED AMATEUR ON 290507.
TURNED BACKUP ON 281107.


THREE IKANS AND A VERY EXTRA CLAM.
IKANS RULE!
DON'T DENY IT!
IKAN(KURAU + BILIS) = SPASTIC!

IKAN(KURAU + BILIS + KUNING) + LOBSTER + CLAM = SEAFOOD PLATTER!<3
and yes, we're having lobster tonight!

-IKAN-Bilis
-IKAN-Kurau
-IKAN-Bakar
-IKAN-Kuning

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you know you love intristique . :D


ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE SIX
SEVEN TEMPTATIONS!
你还是我的月亮!♥
& i love you. i really do. so please, pull that dagger of doubt out of my heart.

& you shouldn't have started if you didn't intend to finish.

& so it's all about you again.

& i'm wondering when you'll tire of my petty ways.

& you've touched the corners of my heart.

& this is give and that is take.

& your admiration , my adoration.

& i'll keep playing with your heartstrings.

& tramps like us , baby we were born to run.


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shots


WANTS.

what would i wish for my birthday or anything else ? (:
mostly i'd prefer spontaneous gifts. (:
but other than that ,
i absolutely ADORE/LOVE :
✖ A white or black pullover with the words "Takuya/Miku/Shun/Junji-kun loves Melissa" printed behind . :DDDD
✖ The Twilight Soundtrack . :DDD
✖ Porno Graffiti - Melissa . :DDD
✖ The Killers album - The Fuss . :D
✖ MATSUJUN ! :D give me matsujun and i'll be one uber happy fangirl .
✖ ipod touch . :o!
✖ soft toys .
✖ manga books .
✖ cosfests . <3
✖ cosplay - lolita outfits . (:
✖ cosplay - chokers . (:
✖ bishounen ! <3
✖ cute stuff .
✖ zen neeon .
✖ zen neeon skins .
✖ hinder . ;D
✖ literature . <3
✖ accessories .
✖ 2part keychains to be shared . :D
✖ shoes . x3
INK bag .
✖ Wild Ones manga . :D
HANA YORI DANGO JAP DRAMA !
✖ hana-kimi manga . :D
HANA-KIMI JAP DRAMA !
✖ miss whatever ! :D
you . (:
your admiration . xD
✖ time to be spent with friends .
and the thing that i'd love the most is ,
for you to understand me without me revealing too much . (:
and sincerity . (:
that'd be the best gift ever .
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PASTS.

February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008

BANG.


MusicPlaylist


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1. Superstar - Lupe Fiasco
2. Apologise - OneRepublic ft. Timbaland
3. 4 Minutes - Madonna ft. JT
4. Walking Disaster - Sum 41
5. Pieces - Sum 41
6. Still Waiting - Sum 41
7. With Me - Sum 41
8. Lips Of An Angel - Hinder
9. Goodbye Mr. A - The Hoosiers
10. Hello Seattle - Owl City
11. The Saltwater Room - Owl City

RECOIL.

THE SLAPHAPPIES :D
ORIGINALITIES (:
6L 2oo4!
alex
andrew/boiisin
angeline/moli
aqilah
bojia
bryan
candice
cassandra
chantik
charlotteeee goh
charlotte sim
cheryl
christabel
cindy
club SunshinE
ctwo
danny
darkf0rce2
danitza
geelyn
gerald
gloria
heav3nlylov3
janice!!!
jiahui
jing ning
jun xian
kaiqi
karen
lijun
lingling
liying
mandy/manman!
marie
marietta/kurau!!!
my fanfics
nadia
padma
phinie mei!!!
rachel
rayhanah
revival!
roger
sandy
shaa
sihui/xero!
tenille
venus
wenwei
woon yeow
wilbert
wing hay
xiang liang
xin shen
xiong chen
yi an
yi shuen
yingtian
zhan yu

sunshines <333
SUNshines
tkd squad
dhanusha
hazwani
hyeon
kelly 平
madhumita
mun teng
wu shuang
zarifah


SHOOT.
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Monday, December 17, 2007
8:48 AM

i came back from IAG Mod3 today at 12.30 . [:
i we had a really great time .
and no , i didnt see Coach Chong Chiat or A.Coach Suraj around . D:
and this time we were allowed to choose our own group members .
the session where we were supposed to talk to each other to see if that person is good in your group ?
it didnt really work out .
because they just had to put the req of at least 2 girls & 2 boys , 2 upper sec & 2 lower sec .
but anyway , found a group : zhi jun , leslie , charles , jonathan & cheng yong .
after that , WE COULD BID FOR THE COACHES WE WANTED !
(by pumpings as the cost)
we chose wilson & kristy .
could be cause of wilson's 'gay shit' act .
could be because of kristy's niceness .
but either way , we had to carry them to the side of the room .
the boys grabbed wilson's pole :x
and then they just hauled him to the side of the room .
males carrying males . what's the problem ? xD
when it came to kristy , some hesitation .
but we still managed to get her to the side of the room as well .
after some intros , we had to do the group flag . btw , our group name was Brainstorm , group 1.
and though the draft looked pretty okay , the real flag was just a word BRAINSTORM written on the top by Charles . LOL xD
after lunch , we went for outdoor activities .
GERALD IS DAMN SCARY PLEASE .
the ground was muddy but still had to get into pumping position .
we played tank and commander .
which ended in group 1 winning group 2 and 3 . :x
cause we had 5 people left unshot thought we had 6 members CAUSE SOME SMARTASS HAD TO THROW THE WATER BALLOON AT HIS OWN GROUP MEMBER ! ZOMG LOL .
we moved on to tug of war .
seemed pretty cheesy and easy at first .
BUT DAMN , GROUP 3 WAS PWNING US .
there was no doubt they were the strongest group .
and , oh , i forgot :x
the first round , group 2's rope loosened and came off x_x
out of 3 rounds , group 3 won 2 .
group 1 won 1 round .
looked like their strategy was all out attack .
and ours was to prey on their weakness when they weakened their pull after all pulling at the same time , though it didnt work some time , cheng yang decided to change the strategy , since they were positioned on our right and they kept pulling the bandana closer to them , what cheng yang did was to change the direction of pull . and the bandana ended on our side [:
no time , so couldnt play Max's GUNBOUND ver 1.7 -_-"
back at the training centre , we hurried to change our clothes ._.
we went for dinner too , WTF LA . MAX SOLD CHENG YONG FOR 1K . WE ALREADY BOUGHT HIM FOR 65K AND THEN MAX CAME IN TO SAY THAT HE WAS GOING FOR A DISCOUNT . really , WTF ?! group 2 got him .
then wei hong KOK came in to give us a talk , or rather lead us through the next activity . :x
i daresay the most interesting character was The Senile Sea Captain .
oh well , not many people stayed behind to ask him about stuff . :x
most of us went all out CHIONG AH !
but , who cares ? we got second place anyway . [:
wilson said it was a miracle , and INDEED IT WAS .
THOUGH WE LOST TO GROUP 2 BY LESS THAN $50 .
ZOMG LA IF WE COULD SELL AWAY OUR FOOD SUPPLIES WE COULD HAVE WON THEM .
big thanks to our capt. Jonathan and our wonderful parrot Leslie . HAHAH .
though Leslie must be one of the blurrest parrots ever .
run to them without the resources LOL .

the second day started with outdoor activities .
GRENADE !
it was fun . [:
and group 1 had ALL SURVIVORS . HAHAHA .
we did the 'turn over a new leaf' thing .
Coach DJ didnt let us step on our shoes though .
aww .
we ended up having horribly muddy socks .
and the next game was Max's Gunbound Ver 1.7 .
to make up for ytd's lack of time .
rofl .
si group 3 .
one bomb kill three x_x
and group 2 positioned them so far away they couldnt hit us and we couldnt hit them . LOL .
but group 1 died anyway cause group 3 kept targeting us . (Max was targeting us too for goodness knows what reason . ;x)
and pro Leslie actually hit Max with the newspaper LOL .
it wasnt intentional but it actually did hit him . xD
went back to the training room .
we found our symbols .
our very own symbols .
it was hard to share about it .
then we were held by terrorists .
and of course we know MAX was one of them .
it's really hard to have to go up to someone and say You Die .
gosh .
and alot of us didnt preserve our own lives .
5 lives , 5 lives saved excluding our own .
but our heroes stand by us now bearing our symbols on their chest .
we're resurrected to be better people .
i found that 'game' very meaningful .
games are a reflection of life and cause it was like a dose of reality and it's harshness in bout .
after that , we had the 15 minute power nap .
HAHA . not many of us slept anyway .
we 'woke up' to find ourselves going to sit through Gerald's talk on The Marketing Game .
we learnt how to 'build rapport' from kok . xD
me , zhijun and keith were in one group together .
KEITH KEPT LAUGHING LA OMG .
when i started smiling at how he was mimicking zhijun , his sian-ed expression turned into laughter pls . -_-'
the third day started with outdoor activities too .
(by the second and third day , i already learnt to wear black so my shirts looked REASONABLY CLEAN .)
more grenades thrown by of course , MAX . -_-"
we had ourselves blindfolded and separated , it's somewhat like the game that you have to call out animal sounds to get your team mates back .
and we had to get them into one small circle .
after i(okay they randomly chose me as ldr) FINALLY managed to get them all into the circle , we had to put the string around us .
oh we were doing fine , just that Coach Kenneth Chan came to kajiao us .
and in the end , BROKE THE STRING .
HAHAHAHAHA .
we got second in that game anyway .
went on to another one , blindfolded and all .
cant really explain the game , just had to follow leslie's instructions to step accordingly .
we got first . [:
we waited for the next game .
WHAT A CLEVER IDEA TO PLAY DOG AND BONE !
CHENG YANG VIOLATED ME D:
BAD CHENG YANG . D:
YOU'RE LUCKY WE'RE NOT IN THE SAME NP UNIT . xD
then went for the lookout game ._.
OMG LAHS . WHERE WE WERE HIDING , THERE WERE RED ANTS .
and as jonathan observed , my legs were turning really red lols .
so i joined zhi jun . but we pretty much couldnt see anything .
and what we saw earlier was only the ball .
selective hearing and sight was shown .
after that , the jungle warfare game .
WTF CAN .
OUR GROUP ALLIED WITH GROUP 3 .
AND IN THE END EVERYONE DIED .
CAUSE COACH TERESA CAME INTO GROUP 1'S HIDEOUT AND KILLED US ALL -_-
WHAT KIND OF RULE IS THE COACHES CAN SHOOT US BUT WE CANT SHOOT THEM ?!
everyone died and no one won .
HAHA .
went back to the training room .
and we were met with the horror of having to prepare for The Marketing Game .
we got the Poke and Probe Cleanser .
zomg lols .
we ended up calling ourselves the PAP .
HAHAH .
after the game , we did the trust fall .
basically like OBS , just MUCH MORE FUN .
for one , we didnt have the stretcher thing .
we used our arms to catch each other .
and after that , we carried the person and threw them up in the air , THREE TIMES . [:
hahas . it was so fun .
one of the guys in the same group as me(group 1&2 together) actually hit the ceiling .
PWNED . the false ceiling tile actually moved . what a mark . xD

saw all the coaches in front including the trainers .
kok sakmai . HAHA . xD
it's sad that some coaches will be leaving for their studies .
but it's inevitable .
at least neither wilson or kristy are going overseas.

after that , our respective coaches talked to us one to one .
thanks kristy , thanks wilson .
i'm glad i proved you wrong about first impressions , kristy . [:
i'm glad that i was able to help her open up to me , wilson . [:
i'm glad i was of help to Brainstorm . [:
i love MOD3 , the WHOLE mod 3 , coaches included .
we officially graduated from Mod3 .
this will definitely remain as one of my best memories ,
i love you all .


this was the final song that we sang together .
and yes , we got it that Adam's singing really CMI . ;x


[Whitney] Many nights we prayed With no proof anyone could hear In our hearts a hopeful song We barely understood Now we are not afraid Although we know there's much to fear We were moving mountains Long before we knew we could, ooh yes

[chorus - Whitney] There can be miracles When you believe Though hope is frail It's hard to kill Who knows what miracles You can achieve When you believe, somehow you will You will when you believe Mmm, yeah

[Mariah] In this time of fear When prayer so often proves in vain Hope seems like the summer bird Too swiftly flown away Yet now I'm standing here My heart's so full, I can't explain Seeking faith and speaking words I never thought I'd say

[chorus - Mariah] There can be miracles When you believe (when you believe) Though hope is frail It's hard to kill (mmm) Who knows what miracles You can achieve (you can achieve) When you believe, somehow you will You will when you believe Hey, oh

They don't always happen when you ask And it's easy to give in to your fears But when you're blinded by your pain Can't see the way, get through the rain A small but still, resilient voice Says hope is very near, oh

There can be miracles (miracles) When you believe (when you believe, yeah) [Though hope is frail] Though hope is frail [it's hard] It's hard to kill (Hard to kill, oh, yeah) Who knows what miracles You can achieve (You can achieve, oh) When you believe somehow you will (Somehow, somehow, somehow) Now you will (I know, I know, know) You will when you believe [When you] (Ohoh) [You will when you] (You will when you believe) [Oohoohooh] [Oh...oh] [You will When you believe] [You will When you believe]

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Thursday, December 13, 2007
11:17 PM

i got pissed off while playing maple today .
GEEZ .
it was horrible .


GO , SHOO .
GO SALVAGE YOUR LITTLE PEOPLE .
THOSE THAT QUIT BECAUSE OF YOU .
GO SALVAGE THEM LIKE PEOPLE DROWNING .
I DECIDED I DONT WANT YOU IN ANYMORE .
IF YOUR HEART ISNT IN IT , I DONT SEE THE POINT .
YOU'LL JUST BE A DEADWEIGHT TO US .
AND SINCE YOU'RE OH-SO-LOYAL TO THEM ,
GO BACK TO THEM .
SEE WHETHER I GIVE A DAMN .
AND DONT YOU FOR A SECOND THINK THAT YOUR SWEETHEART'S GONNA MAKE IT BETTER .
HOW CAN YOUR 'SWEETHEART' CHALLENGE WHETHER I'M A GIRL ?
SO WHAT'S WRONG WITH CUSSING AND BEING ROUGH AROUND THE EDGES ?
GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT IS IT ?

_|_ YOU BOTH .
AND _|_ YOUR WHOLE BLOODY SITUATION THAT YOU DRAGGED US INTO .

after that , i just went into madness .
i continued burning pots because i kept throwing cele into mobs .
it's the alternative for spoiling another stress ball .
playing maple is so much more stressful than it was before .

and after that , i couldnt tahan it any more .
those people in the same map as me kept screaming at each other .
just
left
the
damn
place
via
nearest
town
scroll
and that totally ruined my mood to train .
i just wasted 2x exp .
THANKS ALOT TO THE CAUSES OF IT .
I LOVE YOU ALL ALOTALOT .
GEEZ .

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Wednesday, December 12, 2007
9:39 AM

i think everyone's going a little too crazy right now . ^^"""

oh well .

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Tuesday, December 11, 2007
1:27 AM

i'm a masochist .
it doesnt matter that you're hurting me , what matters is that you're taking me apart .
everything i worked for , the exterior of cool that has to be feigned ,
oh ! the mask just falls limp .
what use does it do ?
you just ignore it all .
i can't believe you .

Even though I love you,
I can't help think about if I'd be better without you.
It could get worse yet again maybe it could get better.
Even though I love you,
I can't help think about if I'd be better without you.
Something's wrong we both know.


sorry i dont have the resolve to tell you either .


;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Thursday, December 06, 2007
4:50 PM

okay . i decided to stop being antisocial for awhile and talk to people .
on msn . ._.
talked to lun , who just reinstalled games .
talked to mari , WHO APPARENTLY NVR ASK ME GO BP YTD .
MARI , NEXT TIME BETTER ASK ME GO BP OK .
AND DONT KEEP SWITCHING OFF YR HP CAN . ._.

i've been listening to Modern Minds and Pastimes for the last 3 days .
ever since my dad said Porno Graffiti sounded Thai . wtf , thai ._."
maybe i shld change to All The Lost Souls . xDDDD
and no i'm nt like sihui who listens to them on iTunes and lags her own comp while playing maple .
and is also currently in HK , and also cannot chiong to second job cause she refuses to do kern pq . ._.
oh well .


monkey said she'd sleep one hour , bt it's been three hours already lol .
i think i shall go read a book first :D
ltr thn wake her up/call her .


;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Monday, December 03, 2007
3:47 PM

YES I'M BACK FRM JB . <3
AND LOL , I'VE BEEN GETTING STOMACHACHES FROM EATING THE KOR LOR MEE THERE <3
I DONT MIND CAN , IT'S DAMN GOOD <3
BAGUS ! xDDDDDD
but still the stomachaches are irritating xD

sad , this time when we went danga bay , we didnt see the moniter lizard . :x
but anyway , my family is super indecisive can x_x
first , my mom was telling my dad that he shld hurry up and decide .
so my dad chose to go to the sze chuan restaurant .
while walking there , suddenly my mom said "YOU ALWAYS TAKE SO LONG TO DECIDE . LET'S GO TO THE ASIAN RESTAURANT "
and when we walked there , i said "there's like no one inside . except for 1 family x_x"
then my mom said "ya hor , let's go to the sze chuan restaurant"
then when we walked there , my mom said that there was NO ONE inside at all , thus making us have to walk back to the asian restaurant .
at least ah kor got alot of exercise walking with us :x
we saw the live fish in front of the restaurant ,
freaked ah kor out with it . :x
since she said she saw the guy at the market killing a fish , and when she bought the fish back home , it was like , still squiggling in the plastic bag >_>
it's only the reflex muscles .
oh well , rode on the bicycle thing .
damn fun can .
just that my mom kept stopping .
and since my pedals were attached to hers . .______.
oh well , other than that , i dont want to bore you all with the shopping .
just that they've got some really cool cosplay outfits at Orange too <3
also , on the last day , i got this horrible experience . ._.
i finally found a pullover that i really really like .
and the sales assistant just goes "this is for boys" .
i mean , wtf ? pullovers are supposedly unisex , arent they ?
and what's wrong with girls wearing guy's clothes ?
girls wear jeans and shorts dont they ?
and those arent even guy's clothes !
it'd be more wrong if we see guys wearing skirts , dresses and such .
but bought it anyway .
love it . really . <3


;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.